Deliver Me

My heart aches, my tears unceasing.
Why can’t I just stay numb.
It would be easier than having to feel.
But how can I choose the well-worn path
When you’re pulling me into the unknown.

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Jesus didn’t die to save you from the F word

This theme of being a religious person, but not knowing Jesus has been on my mind so strongly the past few days.  The crazy thing is when you’re in the middle of it — being religious — you aren’t even aware of it! 

I know, because I used to be like that.  I was raised in church, worked in church for years, always doing the right thing. I was more concerned about making people behave right. I was more focused with the outward appearance rather than the heart of a person.

I wanted them to stop cussing because I didn’t like the “F” word, or to stop being depressed because Christians should never be depressed - they have Jesus and everything should always be perfect, right?

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Your consolation brought me joy

If it weren’t for God, there’s no way I’d make it through this difficult time.

I’m thankful that He knows the outcome even if I don’t, and he’ll see me through no matter what may happen.

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Jesus Brings Dead Things To Life

I felt unexpectedly emotional standing in line, waiting for my turn in the water. Emotional, yet overwhelmingly thankful for Jesus and his immeasurable love, grace and forgiveness. I barely heard friends cheering, almost forgot to hold my breath. 

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This Is My Story

My dad is a pastor, and I grew up in church.  I kind of remember praying to ask Jesus in my heart sometime when I was only 3.  I always thought I was saved - I knew the Bible, was active in the youth ministry, always tried do the right things, tithed regularly, and even worked in a church for 7 years.  I was always doing stuff, feeling like my constant activity made God happy.

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This Is My Purpose In Case I Ever Forget

I believe God wants to grow the church and reach people like me.  People tired of church as it is, tired of normal and religious.  For people who are searching. I believe he wants to show himself fresh and new and powerful. I want to support that, I want to be a part of that.  I want to help.  I want to serve.

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